Michele swore she’d scream if she had to look into one more smiling face or listen to the words, ‘you make such a perfect couple’, one more time. And her feet hurt. She shifted her weight from one foot to the other. To make matters worse, the warmth of Brad’s hand on her back sent heat coursing through her body. How
had she let them talk her into this?
The exquisitely decorated hall looked like a fairyland. Mother sure went all out this time. Twinkle lights sparkled through gauzy material that draped from the center of the ceiling and cast a glow on Brad’s face. He was so handsome in his tux. She could almost love him. That is, if she were inclined to love anyone.
The guests sat at round tables adorned with a single red rose in three-foot tall vases. Sure looked like they were having a good time while they awaited the announcement of the newlyweds. Michelle inhaled the scent of roses from her bouquet. The red roses that cascaded through the center of the bridal table looked beautiful, one of the few things Brad had insisted on.
Her mother had sure loved that. “Such a romantic gesture,” she had said. Little did her mother know the pact Michele and Brad had made. “Red roses,” he had told her, “not only mean love, they also mean respect. And though we don’t share love we promise mutual respect.” A sweet and surprising comment.
Now their seats awaited them, their places of honor, the happy newlyweds. Ha, happy, Michele felt anything but happy. What she felt was tired, irritable, and just plain sick of this whole charade. If she had the nerve, she’d kick off her shoes and run out of here. But she didn’t and she wouldn’t - couldn’t - embarrass herself or her parents that way. She’d agreed to this charade. So she’d stay here, smile and play the happy bride.
“Almost time to make our grand entrance,” Brad whispered. “Smile.”
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Friday, April 25, 2014
Friday, April 18, 2014
Friday Freebits
Excerpt from Another Day
Someone
once said a hangover felt like a sharp spear of light, slicing your eyeballs
out of their sockets and leaving every nerve rubbed raw, while a hundred
drummers played in your head, complete with cymbals. I couldn’t remember who
said it, but I could attest to the truth of it. The room spun. My stomach
churned, and my mouth tasted like sour milk. I squinted against the bright
sunlight. Darn, why hadn’t I pulled the shades? What time was it anyway? Rolling over and lifting my head just high
enough to look at the alarm
clock, I tried to focus. My eyes hurt just looking
at the digital numbers.
Ugh,
eight o’clock already.
Slumping
back down onto the soft mattress, I pressed my fingertips into my temples.
Rotten headache, served me right. Had I really drank a half bottle of
wine? God, I had drunk so much and
barely remembered anything from last night. Anything that is, except Paul’s
hands all over me. Oh Lord, Paul. Memory of last night flashed through my mind.
What
had I done? Trying to block out the memory, I pulled the sheet over my head,
and inched my way to the other side of the king-sized bed, glad for the
coolness of the soft cotton sheets. What had possessed me last night? I wasn’t some sex starved teen. I was married
for cripes sake.
Oh
God, how would I face Andrew?
Tears
stung my eyes. Suddenly, my actions from last night became all too clear. How
could I have done this? Just because Andrew had been inattentive and away on
business a lot didn’t justify having sex with another man.
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Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Another Fantatic Design
by Karen Cote. - It's Only Make Believe
When Michele Markey is forced into marriage to the son of a long time firend, the only stipulation she makes is he remain faithful.
Brad Lawson agrees, but faithful is one thing, celibate is another.
Too bad Brad's assistant is determined to break up the marriage. Is Brad keeping up his end of the bargain on those extended business trips and late night appointments? Or has he taken up with his sexy assistant again?
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When Michele Markey is forced into marriage to the son of a long time firend, the only stipulation she makes is he remain faithful.
Brad Lawson agrees, but faithful is one thing, celibate is another.
Too bad Brad's assistant is determined to break up the marriage. Is Brad keeping up his end of the bargain on those extended business trips and late night appointments? Or has he taken up with his sexy assistant again?
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Friday, April 11, 2014
Friday Freebit
From Designed for Love available from Amazon
“What the hell?” My carry-on bag slid across the floor and slammed into the wall. My feet slipped out from
under me, I landed flat on my back, and someone fell on top of me, pinning me to the floor. The breath knocked out of me, I lay still a moment.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” I finally caught my breath and pushed him off. “Everyone’s always in such a big hurry.”
“Why’d you slow down? You darned near stopped in front of me.” He stood up, brushed himself off and held out his hand to help me up. “Sorry.”
I knocked his hand away, got to my knees and stood. I didn’t need his help. Not his or anyone else’s for that matter. What I needed was to find my bag and get on to my gate.
“Look, I’m sorry. It was entirely my fault. I shouldn’t have been in such a hurry.” He held his hand out to me again, but I ignored it. “Here, let me get that for you.” He hurried to pick up my bag, but I grabbed it first.
“Look, Mister, I have a plane to catch, so excuse me if I don’t have time to chat.” I straightened up my bag, grabbed the handle and started toward my gate. Good looking in a rustic sort of way, I had to admit. Probably worked outdoors or at least spent a lot of time outside. Not that it made any difference. I didn’t have time for him. Or any man for that matter. I had a career to build, and men didn’t figure into it.
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“What the hell?” My carry-on bag slid across the floor and slammed into the wall. My feet slipped out from
under me, I landed flat on my back, and someone fell on top of me, pinning me to the floor. The breath knocked out of me, I lay still a moment.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” I finally caught my breath and pushed him off. “Everyone’s always in such a big hurry.”
“Why’d you slow down? You darned near stopped in front of me.” He stood up, brushed himself off and held out his hand to help me up. “Sorry.”
I knocked his hand away, got to my knees and stood. I didn’t need his help. Not his or anyone else’s for that matter. What I needed was to find my bag and get on to my gate.
“Look, I’m sorry. It was entirely my fault. I shouldn’t have been in such a hurry.” He held his hand out to me again, but I ignored it. “Here, let me get that for you.” He hurried to pick up my bag, but I grabbed it first.
“Look, Mister, I have a plane to catch, so excuse me if I don’t have time to chat.” I straightened up my bag, grabbed the handle and started toward my gate. Good looking in a rustic sort of way, I had to admit. Probably worked outdoors or at least spent a lot of time outside. Not that it made any difference. I didn’t have time for him. Or any man for that matter. I had a career to build, and men didn’t figure into it.
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Wednesday, April 9, 2014
A Morning Without Coffee...
is like a day without sunshine. Dreary and bleak. My husband ususally makes coffee in the mornings. Partly because I stay in bed, even though I'm awake long before him. I know, it's not nice, but if he doesn't get up by seven-thirty/eight o'clock then I get up and make it. Most days he's up by seven, which is great because I wake up around six and it's awfully difficult to stay in bed that long.
So this morning wasn't much different, except I actually slept until seven. Hubby was up and after my morning routine, I looked forward to a good cup of coffee. Strange thing, I didn't smell it brewing like I should have.
I went in the kitchen and the pot was turned out, but nothing was dripping out. I opened to make sure he'd remembered to put in water (yes, I've forgotten that step a time or two). Yep, there was water, but no coffee dripping into the pot.
Darn pot wasn't all that old and we only used it for a pot a day, unlike years ago when we drank several pots a day. Those pots sure lasted longer than the ones today.
At any rate, the only thing left to do was boil water, pour it over the grounds and make a pot the old fashioned way. Although it works, it's not something I'd want to do every day.
After we had a couple cups, it was off to the store to replace it. I couldn't go another morning making coffee with boiling water. I was half tempted to look for the old-fashioned percolators, electric of course. I didn't have much luck with the ones on the stove. Either they boiled over or the coffee was either too weak or too strong.
I guess I'm not that old fashioned and have grown accustomed to our modern conveniences. Although, I don't think I'd like one of those new coffee makers that only make a cup at a time. My husband and I both drink at least two cups each, usually three. Making it one cup at a time seems inconvenient to me.
So this morning wasn't much different, except I actually slept until seven. Hubby was up and after my morning routine, I looked forward to a good cup of coffee. Strange thing, I didn't smell it brewing like I should have.
I went in the kitchen and the pot was turned out, but nothing was dripping out. I opened to make sure he'd remembered to put in water (yes, I've forgotten that step a time or two). Yep, there was water, but no coffee dripping into the pot.
Darn pot wasn't all that old and we only used it for a pot a day, unlike years ago when we drank several pots a day. Those pots sure lasted longer than the ones today.
At any rate, the only thing left to do was boil water, pour it over the grounds and make a pot the old fashioned way. Although it works, it's not something I'd want to do every day.
After we had a couple cups, it was off to the store to replace it. I couldn't go another morning making coffee with boiling water. I was half tempted to look for the old-fashioned percolators, electric of course. I didn't have much luck with the ones on the stove. Either they boiled over or the coffee was either too weak or too strong.
I guess I'm not that old fashioned and have grown accustomed to our modern conveniences. Although, I don't think I'd like one of those new coffee makers that only make a cup at a time. My husband and I both drink at least two cups each, usually three. Making it one cup at a time seems inconvenient to me.
Monday, April 7, 2014
Friday Freebits
From Geriatric Rebels
Mike took her arm. “You better come with me.” He led her to
the hall after a quick check to make sure it was still empty. “So you’re the
one stealing the pitchers.”
She shivered and for a moment he felt sorry for her. What a
mean trick, but he couldn’t help himself. He pushed open the exit door.
“Where are we going?” Elsa stiffened and tried to pull away.
“Where are you taking me?”
Her timid tone melted
Mike. Time to confess. Damn, too late.
“Wait just a dog-gone minute.” She pulled away from him.
“How do I know who you are? Where’s your uniform? Show me some identification.” Although she
spoke in whispers, the tone of her voice showed Mike she wasn’t buying his act.
Surprised by her sudden change of attitude, he stopped,
raised his hands in surrender, and grinned at her.
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Friday, April 4, 2014
Friday Freebits
FROM TWO LOVE AGAIN - two stories one book
Christine
Christine stood on tiptoe, peering over
people’s heads as she hurried down the long corridor through the crowded
airport. Pushing the shoulder strap back up, she readjusted her overnight bag.
She should have taken Lisa’s advice and borrowed her pilot’s bag; at least it
had wheels. She hated this, hated traveling, and crowds, but she was down on the
ground in one piece. Worst part of flying, taking off and landing. Vacations
were great, but whoever said there’s no place like home hit the nail on the
head.
“Mom!” Lisa’s voiced carried through the
crowd.
Christine spotted her daughter, and
hurried toward her family, smiling. Her grandchildren’s faces looked like
breaths of fresh air among the busy travelers.
Hello, who’s that tall, handsome man
next to Lisa? Not another fix-up, she hoped. She let out a low groan. When was
her daughter going to learn she didn’t want a mate? Her life was fine.
His salt and pepper hair curled around
his ears, and the way his graying mustache drooped about his mouth caused
Christine’s heart to flutter. She always was a sucker for a man with a
mustache. Probably because her father had one. The slow, easy smile that
started with a twitch of his lips sent a quiver in Christine’s stomach. His
smoky blue eyes captivated her.
Jenna and Richard raced toward her.
Christine hugged her grandchildren but maintained eye contact with the man,
curious about the stranger. “Gram, we missed you!” They said in unison.
Elizabeth
Swaying to imaginary music, Elizabeth
held her sundress out to the side and imagined the long flowing gown she’d wear
at the ball. Bowing and smiling at an invisible partner, she twirled around the
gazebo floor. Her long dark hair fell forward, covering her face. Tossing it
back, Elizabeth laughed aloud and batted her long lashes, pretending to flirt
with her imaginary partner.
“May I have this dance?” A masculine
voice startled her into awareness.
“Um… uh. Oh shoot.” Heat burned her
cheeks. A tingling swept up the back of her neck. Elizabeth lowered her eyes, turned and ran.
“Hey, wait.” He ran after her, caught up, and
grabbed her arm. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.”
Elizabeth stopped, the light pressure of
his grip sent a tingling sensation through her. Gathering her composure, she
remembered her manners. “You must be new to Lakeview?” Her gaze caught his
blue-green eyes and locked.
“Just arrived.” A smile twitched on his
lips, as if he wanted to laugh but thought better of it. “Never been to a
resort before. I’m staying with my aunt, Melissa James, maybe you know her?”
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Thursday, April 3, 2014
Strutting their stuff
We've often had deer running around the yard. This morning there were eight. But this is the first time I've seen a flock of turkeys. There's eight hens and one Tom. It's fun to watch them. He keeps them in line and they go where he wants them. Here's one of him in all it's glory, obviously trying to impress the hens.
And here he is chasing one of his harem. I didn't know much about wild turkeys, so I looked it up. Here's some fun facts from: About.com
Wild turkeys can be fun when you consider how unique they really are. They were nearly extinct in the 1930s. Today there are more than million wild throughout North America. .There are approximately 5500 feathers on an adult wild turkey, including 18 tail feathers that make up the male's distinct fan.
Wild turkeys have powerful legs and can run at speeds up to 25 miles per hour. Their top speed is 55 miles per hour. Most of their diet is grass and grain, but they have a varied diet and will also eat insects, berries, and small reptiles.
The average lifespan of a wild turkey is 3-5 years. They range from 5-20 pounds unlike domestic turkeys which are bred to be much heavier.
Because it is a native bird with a proud demeanor and protective instincts, Benjamin Franklin wanted it for the national bird because of its proud demeanor and protective instinct. Whereas the bald eagle is a scavenger and will rob other birds and animals for prey.
A wild turkey's gobble can be heard up to a mile away and is the primary means for a tom to communicate
with his harem. The adult male is called a tom, females are called hens, and young birds are poults A group of turkeys is called a rafter or flock.
The wild turkey is only one of two birds native to North America that has been regularly domesticated and are raised all over the world.
The only two states without extensive wild turkey populations are Alaska and Hawaii. The turkey's bald head and fleshy wattles can change color in seconds with excitement or emotion. The bird's head can be red, pink, white, or blue.
Wild turkeys see in color and have excellent daytime vision that is three times better than a human's eyesight and covers 270 degrees, but they have poor night vision.
Newly hatched turkeys are born with feathers and fend for themselves quickly. They leave the nest within 24 hours to forage for food with their mothers. Males have little to do with raising chicks.
The first unofficial presidential pardons were granted to domestic turkeys in 1947. Since then every president has pardoned two birds (a presidential and vice presidential turkey) before Thanksgiving.
June is National Turkey month to promote eating turkey at times other than holidays.
So now you know as much about the turkey as I do.
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Only Ninety-nine Cents
for a limited time Geriatric Rebels from Amazon.
Who says life begins at forty? Life is wonderful at any age as long as you're willing to live it and Mike and Elsa prove it.
Seventy-two year old Mike Powell refuses to get out of bed or cooperate with the nurses, until he meets seventy year old Elsa Logan. The tiny spunky Elsa sparks new life into him.
Elsa's son puts her in the nursing home while he takes a family vacation. She joins forces with Mike, setting the home on its heels and later discovers deception and fraud. Can they find happiness together?
Exceprt:
Who says life begins at forty? Life is wonderful at any age as long as you're willing to live it and Mike and Elsa prove it.
Seventy-two year old Mike Powell refuses to get out of bed or cooperate with the nurses, until he meets seventy year old Elsa Logan. The tiny spunky Elsa sparks new life into him.
Elsa's son puts her in the nursing home while he takes a family vacation. She joins forces with Mike, setting the home on its heels and later discovers deception and fraud. Can they find happiness together?
Exceprt:
Peeking around the corner into the dimly lit halls, Mike
watched the pretty silver-haired lady slip into a dark room. What was she up
to? He looked up and down the hall to make sure no one was around and followed
her. Next thing he knew, he ran smack into her.
“Whoa,” she whispered. “Who are you? What are you
doing here?”
“Maybe I should ask you that question,” Mike answered. “This
isn’t your room.” A tiny little thing, she
barely came up to his shoulders. She
put her hands behind her back, and Mike chuckled. What was she
hiding? “I’m
night security,” he lied. “What’s behind your back?”
She lowered her head and brought out a water pitcher. “It
was only a joke.”
Mike took her arm. “You better come with me.” He led her to
the hall after a quick check to make sure it was still empty. “So you’re the
one stealing the pitchers.”
She shivered and for a moment he felt sorry for her. What a
mean trick,
but he couldn’t help himself. He pushed open the exit door.
“Where are we going?” Elsa stiffened and tried to pull away.
“Where are you taking me?”
Her timid tone melted
Mike. Time to confess. Damn, too late.
“Wait just a dog-gone minute.” She pulled away from him.
“How do I know who you are? Where’s your uniform? Show me some identification.” Although she
spoke in whispers, the tone of her voice showed Mike she wasn’t buying his act.
Surprised by her sudden change of attitude, he stopped,
raised his hands in surrender, and grinned at her.
“Who are you? Where do you think you’re taking me?” She
glared at him with the lightest, bluest eyes he’d ever seen. Eyes that right
now, he swore pierced into his.
“You’re a burglar,
aren’t you?” She tapped her foot and crossed her arms over her chest. “If you
think for one minute, I’m going out that door with you, think again, buddy.”
Mike stifled a laugh, finding her amusing, obviously she
didn’t trust him. Not that he blamed her, he did lie to her, and she didn’t
know him from Adam. What did he expect?
“What were you doing in that room, buster, and if you don’t
tell me who you are, I’m going to scream for help.”
“Okay, okay, quiet down.”
Hell, she meant business. “I was following you.” He tried to sound
serious, but he couldn’t. He found the whole situation humorous. “My name is
Mike Powell, room 110, but I don’t belong in this home.” He held out his hand
toward her.
“Yeah, none of us belong here,” she scoffed. “Why were you
following me?”
Since she ignored his outstretched hand, Mike lowered it. “I
was curious to see where you were going in the middle of the night.”
“Humph.” Elsa tapped her foot. “So why are you here?”
“I fell and there wasn’t anyone to take care of me. My wife
passed away three years ago, and I don’t have any children. So they threw me in
here for therapy.”
“I never see you in therapy.”
“That’s ’cause I don’t need it anymore.”
“Humph. So how come you’re still here?”
“Nothing to go home to. I have more fun here. They don’t
know I can get out of bed.”
“And just how did you pull that off?” Elsa seemed surprised
to hear he had fooled the nurses into thinking he couldn’t get out of bed.
“Simple, I refuse to
get out of bed. Of course….” He combed his fingers through his thinning white
hair and laughed. “They don’t know about my night time escapades.
“Ah, I know who you are. You’re that difficult man. I hear
them talking about. You don’t eat, refuse to take your medicine, or even get
out of bed. They call you the ‘Geriatric Rebel’.”
Mike chuckled. He liked the sound of her voice, musical, not
raspy or whiney like the other women here. “So why are you here?” he asked.
“You don’t seem like the typical resident.”
“Humph, kids are on vacation and don’t want to bother with
me. I’m Elsa Logan, by the way.” Elsa turned away. “I better get back. Maybe
I’ll see you tomorrow.” She left him standing in the hall.
A quiver of something familiar went through him as she
disappeared down the hall and into her room.
Design by Karen Cote
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Another great design from Karen Cote
During the renovations of her Queen Anne Victorian
home, Anna Hughes discovers a hidden room, complete with furniture, a trunk
full of treasures – including a diary – and shadows hovering over it. Available from Amazon.
Excerpt:
Whack! I swung
the hammer, and the hole in the attic wall widened. Even through the plaster
dust, I swore I smelled flowers. Roses and something else—lily of the valley—that
was it. One more whack and a section of the wall collapsed.
"Ben,
look!" I stepped through the opening and stared into the room. A dusty,
women's antique French desk stood in the center of the large room. The wall
behind it held book shelves still lined with books. Two chairs grouped, in
front of the window, around a table that held a tarnished silver tea set.
I spun around
the room. "My God, what is this?" Pictures hung on faded rose
wallpaper. Dim light, from the dirty, stained glass window in the alcove, cast
eerie shadows. "This is unbelievable."
Shadowy figures
in the corner of the room beckoned to me. At first I thought my eyes were
playing tricks. Between the dust and the dim light, but no, the shadows were
there, plain as day. They hovered over a carved trunk.
"Ben, do
you see that?"
"See what?"
Ben brushed the dust off his hands.
I held back a
giggle. I couldn't help it, he looked so uncomfortable. This wasn't Ben's cup
of tea. I was still trying to figure out why he helped me. He stepped through
the opening and looked at me.
"Shadows
over that trunk." I held back, dying to know what was in it, but half
afraid to go near it.
"Probably
cobwebs."
I sighed. The
look on Ben's face said it all. "Cobwebs, right."
"There you
go again. You and that overactive imagination. I suppose now you're going to go
ahead with the renovation." He took a couple steps into the room, stopped
next to the desk, and opened a drawer. "Hm, Look at this." He pulled
a sheet of stationary out of the drawer. "Mary Elizabeth Gilbert, wonder
who she was."
I took the
stationary from him. A bouquet of lily of the valley embossed the top of the
page. Again, the shadows appeared and beckoned to me. "Those aren't
cobwebs, Ben. Look."
Like I didn't know the difference between
shadows and cobwebs. Definitely shadows. Willowy figures hovered over the
trunk. Come open it, they seemed to say. There was a sense of urgency about
them, yet I didn't feel threatened. Giving in to the urge, I hurried to the
trunk and lifted the decorative lid. "Oh, look at this!" I lifted a
pearl handled hairbrush out of the trunk. "It's beautiful." A shadowy
figure floated above it. Then, I lifted out a corset and held the tiny form in
front of me. One of the shadowy figures moved closer, almost on top of me.
"Ugh, I
can't imagine having to wear one of these." Suddenly, my stomach and chest
tightened. I lost my breath, gasped, and sunk to my knees. The corset fell from
my hand. The shadows backed off. I was finally able to take a deep breath, and
let it out slowly.
When I opened
my eyes, Ben stood over me. "Are you okay? What happened? You looked like
you were going to pass out."
"I...I don't
know. I couldn't breathe. It felt like someone was squeezing the life out of
me." I looked at the corset lying on the dusty floor. What just happened
here? A shadowy figure lingered nearby. What was it trying to tell me?
"I think
we better get out of this dust for a while, get some fresh air." Ben
helped me to my feet. "You can come up later. I know how anxious you are
to go through that trunk. There's no stopping you now, is there?"
I hated to
leave, but Ben was right. I had inhaled an awful lot of dust. "Ben do you
smell flowers—roses or lily of the valley?"
"All I
smell is plaster and years of dust. Roses, are you sure you're okay?" He
furrowed his brow and gave me one of those disapproving looks that said I was
nuts. I hated that look.
"I'm fine,
just a little woozy. You're right, probably from all the dust." So Ben
hadn't seen the shadows, and he didn't smell the flowers, so what. I looked
back through the opening, and they were there, big as life. I sighed and
reluctantly followed Ben downstairs.
After a quick
lunch and something to drink, I stood, anxious to go back to what I now called
my treasure trove. I love old things. That's why I bought this old Victorian
house. Sure, it was a fixer-upper, but that was part of the charm and fun.
I needed a quiet place to write. Someplace I
could retreat while work was being done on the rest of the house, and the attic
fit the bill. Besides, I needed a place of my own, away from Ben.
Ben had noticed
the stained glass window from the outside a couple weeks ago. I hadn't noticed
it when I bought the house. I'm sure Ben was sorry he mentioned it to me. Not
that it mattered; I was still planning on renovating the attic. The window was
the only reason I managed to talk Ben into tearing down the wall. Not that he
believed me. He thought someone just covered over the window from the inside.
He only went along because he thought it would prove me wrong. Ben liked to do
that. But I knew I was right this time, and I took great satisfaction in
proving him wrong for a change.
I had been
drawn to the attic ever since I first saw it, even without knowing about the
window. And I wanted to help with the renovation, but it didn't take a brain
surgeon to know there was a lot I couldn't do. Electrical work for one and the
whole house needed rewired. Thank goodness, Connie told me about Chad.
Hopefully, he was still interested in doing the work, and Ben's rudeness hadn't
turned him off.
Downstairs, Ben
dusted off his clothes. "I hope you're going to hire someone to finish
this. You know I'm not cut out for this kind of work."
I sighed.
Luckily, Ben had helped this much. "You know I'm going to hire Chad, if he's
still willing to do the work, that is. You were awfully rude to him."
"I think
you should find someone else. I don't like that guy."
"He comes
highly recommended. Connie says he's tops in his field." Of course Ben was
going to give me a hard time about Chad. His dislike was evident right from the
beginning, and he didn't do a thing to hide it. "Besides, I liked him. He
didn't have to suggest we knock down the wall. He could have charged me for it.
I think he's honest."
"I don't
like this, Anna. This whole renovation thing is crazy."
"Come on,
Ben. Just help me finish knocking down that wall. There's not much more to do.
I'll call the contractor later."
I didn't like
the way Ben looked at me. Like he was sorry he offered. He hated dirt. Besides
the fact he was sweating and the plaster dust mixed with the sweat probably
made him feel gritty. He was going to back out and leave me to finish the job.
I wasn't sure I could handle it. "Please, I really need your help."
Begging usually worked with Ben. He loved to hear me beg.
"Oh, what
the heck." He shrugged. "You're right, there isn't much more to knock
down. Guess that's the least I can do. Besides I'm already dirty. Once we get
that wall knocked down, I can take a shower and call it quits. Okay, I'll help
with the rest of the wall, but that's it."
I smiled and
kissed him. "Thank you." How Ben was going to survive here with all
the renovation going on, I didn't know. Even as a kid, he said he hated getting
dirty. While the neighborhood kids played in the dirt, he sat in the air
conditioned house, reading. I could picture him. Serious-minded Ben didn't like
things other boys enjoyed, like sports. He still didn't.
He followed me up the steps. "Let's get
this done."
Back upstairs,
we knocked down the rest of the dividing wall. All the while, I watched the
shadows move back and forth between me and the trunk. What was in there? I
couldn't wait to find out, but I continued to help Ben. He'd have a fit if I
quit.
"Why do
you suppose someone sealed up this room?" I tried to ignore the shadows
flitting in and out of my vision. They definitely wanted my attention.
"I have no
idea." Ben knocked down the last of the dividing wall. "There, we're
done. Now let your contractors finish the job." He brushed off his hands. "Why
I offered to help you is beyond me. Can I leave now?"
I laughed. I
couldn't help it, he looked so pathetic. Pathetic and so dirty. I appreciated
the fact he helped me. Really I did. Ben didn't particularly like the old
Victorian and couldn't understand why I insisted on buying it. Oh, well, he'd
get used to it. He'd have to if we were going to get married. This was my home,
and I was in it for the long haul.
"Maybe someone was hiding a past." I
ignored Ben's question. Seldom did he ask permission for anything, and staying
dirty a few more minutes wouldn't hurt him.
"It's like
someone walked out of this room and built the wall. They left everything just
as it was." Again the shadows appeared and disappeared. Maybe they held
the key. I was dying to dive into that trunk.
With the last
of the wall down, I began the clean up. Ben stood by while I put chunks of
plaster and pieces of lathe into an old box. I could see all Ben wanted to do
was jump into a shower.
Finally, he
apparently couldn't stand it anymore. "I'm heading for the shower."
He turned and hurried down the steps before I could answer. Not that I cared.
Right now I was better off without him. I barely glanced at him. "Go
ahead. I can clean up."
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